OMG I REALISED THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN POSTING SINCE A LONG TIME AGO..... PUH-THEH-TIC!

anyways, school has been really busy for me. i've got so much things to do! and i'm like running every sec to finish up everything(well, apparently not now cos i'm wasting my own time blogging here). now i feel tired everytime because my cca is juz giving me too much to handle thinking of it even makes me feel tired. i mean, it's not difficult but well, sometimes it is. the thing is, u hav to run through the SAME scenes again and again and again. sometimes i got xian wif it so i tend to relax but i cant! syf this coming saturday!!! how can i relax??? anyways, on monday, we went to ACJC for a full-dress rehearsal cos that's where the real competition is gonna be. we ran through the whole thing once and when the teacher had to practise wif the pupils in the control room, we ran through some of the scenes again. and 2 of them hav my part in it. other ppl were actually juz supposed to stand there cos they juz test out on the lights and all that. but then for me, i had to act again cos to go together wif the sound effects. i tell u, i fainted twice or thrice. should be four times but the last one was much better.

u noe wad happend? cos i was supposed to stand up and kind of like roar(i'm the lightning. so u get the whole idea. i'm like a monster in the show). in the whole show, i stand up 2 times. stand up as in, i show ppl my face lah, i act in front of ppl. the rest of the times, i hind behind this box. the last scene(we hav 5 scenes in total) me and my box will be 'removed' from the stage. so it means that i actually stay on stage for 4 scenes! and that's a lot ok?

so that time, the second scene when the audience would first see me i mean, the character, i stood up and roared. but juz half-way through, i stopped suddenly cos i couldn't see anything and i couldn't hear anything. i was supposed to step further and walk but i juz stood there for almost 5 seconds. my head felt like bursting cos it was super pain. everything in front of me went black and i couldn't move. the only thing i knew at that very moment was, i was standing. that's it u noe! so scary~ then aft that i 'recovered' and kinda went back to the show again.

the forth scene, the second time the audience would see me, i stood up and the same damn thing happened again. so there was this silence because i'm supposed to say but i couldn't say my lines. as if my mouth cannot open.

during the technical rehearsal, the same thing happened. wa lao i tell u i was damn pissed wif myself! i was like why cant i juz get over that 'fainting' part?? wad's wrong wif me????

haha, i noe.

gtg now, bye! :D