An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
first, let's tok about my SA1 results. I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL LOSER!!!! my results are really really really bad. ok, fine, i take back my words. i actually dun feel like a loser because i got used to all these 'in the best class but being one of the lowest' things.
in P6, i used to be one of the lowest in class. the fact that i din get lowest in class not even once in my pri sch life is because of my chi marks, it helped to pull everything up. in fact, getting into my present sec sch is something i would never dream of in pri sch. yes, i wanted to go but it seemed to be that the dream was never coming true. no matter how hard i studied, how careful i was during exams, i still could not get the marks that i should get in order to go into the sec sch. i was feeling really depressed. i was thinking of going to nan hua, crescent, mgs. those schs that i think i can get into. but surprisingly, i din bother to go for the open house, i din bother to find out more about the other schs. i juz focused on my present sec sch. i went to their website to see how the sch is like, i went to their open house. i was paying close attention to another sec sch, nanyang. the same thing, i went to open house, checked their website. i sat for dsa for both schs but i din get in.
when i got back my psle results, i was really shocked. i'm not joking but i think my hand was shanking and yes, i cried. the moment i saw my marks, tears juz came down. i think it's also because of the stress i gave to myself juz before i got my results back. then when i saw the marks, my tensed body finally broke down the i cried because of joy. it was really unbelievable! i was never the top in class but for psle, i was one of the top!
so back to the subject. although i did not score that well in my SA, i wasn't really that sad. except for eng, i failed it. i was obviously going emo but i din cry. until i saw my bestie in class cried. i thought she was strong. she was saying something to this gal hu was crying. the gal did not agree wif her so she shouted back. she said something again and halfway, she juz couldn't say it out. my heart was very very pain at that split second when her tears dropped. it was so pain that i cried. it was amazing, i've only know her for 3 months, but the relationship is already that deep. it's the first time i experience this.
now, i will strive hard and do the best i can. hope that i do not let my parents down and most importantly, DO NOT LET MY HEART DOWN.
