ok, it may sound somehow emo...

u noe wad? i miss u so much! i juz hope that u'd be around. i need u now. i wanna see ur face again. i wanna hear ur voice again. u're so far yet so near. it's juz fate that brought us together and it's fate again which brought us apart. i dun believe in destiny so i'm gonna fight against it. i am sure more powerful than that. dun worry, we'll be together again and forever.

i miss those times when i joked around u. when we fight but in the end, we're back to normal again. when i needed someone to cry on, u would always be around.

but now, everything changes. u're not here wif me anymore. when i feel sad, i hav no one to turn to. when i'm happy, i hav no one to share the good news wif. when i'm angry and frustrated, no one understands why.

i'm wondering how u're doing now. do u feel lonely juz as i do? do u feel afraid juz as i do? hu do u turn to when u're down? i'm sorry i cant be around...

why must it happen to us? why must they make us suffer?! it's juz so unfair