yay!!! the new blog skin looks soooo coool and soooo emo!!!! actually not really since there are like, pinkish hearts down there -.- and i haven't got the time to get all the stuff done... so ppl hu wanna tag, sorry next time ba

anyways, finished hist math and eng paper today. i flunked hist and probably eng too. i dunno wad my marks will be like but i hope i dun fail it.

anyways, i miss my pri sch loads!!! ok it's either i'm not moving forward or it's the truth. i mean, it was much better back then. although we fight(not exactly fight eh), we still get back to normal in the end. but now, oh my god i dunno lah, it's like, eeew, i dun like it. i'm not gonna say wad sch i am cos, uh, it's not good cos someone may see it and blah blah blah there goes everything. my present sch is single-sex and it really freaks me out u noe? i mean, not saying that i despo or anything, it's juz, feels so different. everywhere i go, i see gals. lol. i dunno how to say but it's juz so different. gals are more sensitive and that's why whenever i say something, i must put a jkjk behind. and they get upset easily. this whole sensitive thing influences me. whenever i heard something, when someone says something that's not on purpose, i'll juz go super emo for the whole day. it's really scary and i do not wan it to happen anymore. of course i cant transfer or anything, i'll juz hav to find a way to solve it ;)

btw, if ppl say things like," why are u always so emo?" or "stop being so fake! u aren't emo at all! u're juz trying to get attention" or "yiming's freaky cos she's always emo" i'm so gonna put this as private blog because i would rather not let ppl see or know wad i feel. ppl always say that u shouldn't bottle up ur feelings. but when i tell them about wad's going on, they would juz say that i'm overreacting and that i shouldn't be so upset. they juz dun get it so if i feel that ppl are saying this, i'll set it as private blog. thx