An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
wad happened today. omg this is like the third time i've cried in sch
Friday, 8 May 2009 x 6:09 pm
i'm putting the font as large so that ppl can see this post. cos some comp got prob then cant see the font properly. i'm doing this so that ppl can really noe wad happened. i wan the whole world to noe how lucky i am to be able to get ms doreen loh as my chemistry teacher. she is like the best teacher i've ever gotten! she is the best teacher i've ever gotten! she teaches in depth and we could all understand.she cares about our feelings too, she understands us.
before i started on chem, i thought that it's gonna be boring and difficult. my dad had always flunked chem. so i was super afraid. when chem lessons began, i closed my mind and told myself that no matter wad, i will juz fail chem tests. and aft that i also was talkative during chem lessons. i guess ms loh did not hav a good impression on me too. i could see it from her tone and her expression. not saying that she made it until so harsh and so mean, but little thing i could sense it very well while my classmates or even she, couldn't sense it!
but in term 2, i changed! somehow i juz changed. i started to love chem and like ms loh. ms loh has changed too! there were more interaction between us and i feel more comfortable during her lesson than in any other lessons.
as the term ends, it means that we're not gonna get chem anymore, we're not gonna get ms loh anymore and it really made me sad. next semester, we're no longer taking chem. and i AM sad about it. i'm gonna miss chem, miss ms loh, miss chem practical sessions which we always used to complain how hot the lab was because of the bunsen burner. i will definitely miss all that. chemistry had given me lotsa good memories that i will never forget for my whole life. and u too, ms loh. i wanna say a big thank you to you! u've been such a great teacher that it's the first time that i was so excited and happy during ur lessons, or any other lessons. it's the first time ever that a teacher who has taught me for only 5 months, could get me crying for more than an hour. i appreciate everything that u've done for 107. we love u!
i was crying really badly today because thinking of it's the last lesson of chem and the last time that ms loh's gonna teach us this yr or next yr makes me sad. i did not expect myself to do that. but before the lesson began, i was thinking," omg, last lesson of chem til sec 3... " during the lesson, when ms loh cracked this really funny thing, i was already half laughing and half crying. juz at that moment, tears blurred my vision. but obviously, ppl din notice that. when the lesson has almost ended, ms loh started to tok about how she felt about my class. she is really happy wif my class and she said that she was proud of us. lastly, she mentioned my name. she said that i've been a great chairperson and a great help to her. i felt choked and my eyes were super hot. when we were saying goodbye to her, i was already on the merge of crying. the moment she left the class, tears juz rolled down my cheek. i kept crying because i was very touched and greatful that i got her as my teacher. she wrote me a letter too and i'm so gonna keep that letter forever. i kept looking at it and cried for more than an hour. i'm going to tell u wad she wrote in the letter:
Hi Yiming,
I had been caught up with meetings and all lately that i have yet to 'chat' with you much also.
Well, i must say that as of late, you had really been a great help to me. you had lived up to the expectation as a class leader. You had been responsible in all duties assigned to you. For that, i must really thank you for it.
However, allow me to do a confession. In term 1, i do not have this high a regard for you. I remember when i first knew you were the class chair, i was in fact - not too pleased. I remembered there were times in class when you tend to get very chatty, especially in the chemistry lab. That was when my impression of you was not that deep as compared to now.
But in Term 2, you took a change! May i know why? I am not too sure if you realised, but you were certainly more engaged, disciplined and definitely MORE RESPONSIBLE! I should think this is the TRUE YIMING now. I am glad and delighted to see all these positive traits in you!
Yiming, you have the making of a true leader! Keep your spirit up and light up those around you ok? Especially the teachers for we need 'angels' like yourself, who can help us to coordinate many things in class.
Believe in yourself for you have the ability to perform in Chemistry. Whatever the end result for this PPA, you can give yourself a big pat on your back now. I can see you are trying to do your very best. Hopefully, it is because you enjoyed the subject and also the teacher? (Smile).
Put in your very best for this end of module PPA and enjoy the long holidays ahead of you. I shall look forward to teaching you again in Sec 3, if chances allow.
Best regards, (her signature) Miss Loh
ah!! isn't it nice to have her as ur chem teacher? so those in 101, 103 and 104, DUN U DARE MAKE HER ANGRY OR DISAPPOINT HER BECAUSE I'M GONNA COME AFT U GUYS!!!!! treat her well as she deserves that!i really thank God for giving ms loh to me as my chem teacher, i really do... THANK YOU SO MUCH!
and yes, i cried through the whole thing while typing this out.
