hey, have you wondered how it actually feels like to have a boyfriend? haha i know when i say this you may think that i have a boyfriend, but i can tell you honestly, i don't. i really don't. i didn't break up or whatever that you're thinking about.

i've always been wondering, how will i react if i ever have a boyfriend? will i not care about everything else and just care about him? will i just ignore my studies, family, friends and everything that's happening around me? hmm..... i don't think i would want that to happen! XD

i think it's still kind of early for me to think about this, HAHA on the other hand, i'm like that. i think about the far far far away future. like what kind of jobs i would want to have, what kind of house i'll stay in, how will i ensure that i enjoy life while i save the money to buy huge cars and huge houses. LOL. ok fine, at least, what kind of university i'm hopping to get it. FINE, the nearest future i'm thinking about right now, is my jc life. HAHAHAHA!!!!

p.s. i realised that all my posts starting from today seem very mature. seriously. if you don't think that these posts are mature, it simply means i was TOO childish previously. i think something in my mind just suddenly became older that's why i'm a bit more mature? :D