HELLO EVERYONE!!! i know it's been kinda weird to say this but, i feel that everything is really great and that we should treasure, everyone, everything around us. I REALLY DO FEEL SO EVEN THOUGH I HAVE REALLY HEAVY EYE BAGS AND I GET LITTLE SLEEP EVERYDAY!!!! i feel happy even when i'm so tired that i can fall asleep on the floor because i know that i've put in effort in things that i'm interested in. i feel happy even when i failed my exams because it gives me more momentum to study harder and get higher results. i feel happy even when i'm hurt because i know that i finally understand someone and it shows that he/she cannot be trusted :)

i know the whole thing sounds like some philosophy thing but, truely, this is how i feel deeply inside. and everyone agrees, i'm always laughing, smiling(except for some cases which i only feel happy but not show happy).

i think that although school is very tiring, i still enjoy it a lot. when i go home with my brains cracking because of those chemistry terms that we've learnt, i feel really good as i've learnt some more things which will help me later on in life, i feel really good as i'm again one step closer to my bright lit future :) school is nice, it teaches me many many things which i can't learn it on my own. i get to interact with teachers and friends and gosh, there are just so many things going on! everyone's so busy working towards their goals! and it's the same for me. i work hard not because i'm forced to, but because i want to. i go for my cca(well, exception here, i only got into one cca so that's my only choice), i go for arts fest because i want to do something to celebrate the 130th year of my school(and also to escape from cca. HAHAHA no lah), i strive to get into rhythmic gymnastics because i'm in love with it, no matter how hard it is, i believe that i will work hard! i see many people going to school complaining, moaning about how tired they are and how busy they are. i do feel the same way to but i do not think that it's a bad thing :) i don't know how to explain it, maybe i'm just so happy, starting from the moment i'm born and the moment i leave this world :)

this is what i've been feeling and i can finally write them down. i think i'll treasure this post forever XD