I'm trying to foget you.
By deleting all your messages
Ignoring you whenever i can
Not replying your sms
Removing your contact from my phone
Tearing you out of my mind.

Although at times i still think of you
and think of what could happen if i let it go on
and think of all that you did
and how you were.
I sometimes regret my actions
because my life is so boring without an entertainer
but sorry,
I can't undo what i've done.
I can't rewind time.
I can't go back.

Now i don't wanna make my life all messed up because of you
I'm sorry but i'm not apologising.
This isn't a poem so don't say i suck at it.
Because it ain't a poem dude.
This sucky. The whole thing is getting so damn f*cked up.
Apparently this is the first f word that i've used in my blogged.
It's been sensored.
I know it's a really bad word
but in this case, I never mean it in that way.
The whole phrase simply means that it's all so messed up.
I wanna stress on how strong i feel about it.
So i apologise sincerely but this time i have to use it.