Mann i hate you zt, why be so emo
Wednesday, 23 September 2009 x 10:46 pm
Here was what happened.
1) i went to zhan tze's blog
2) went to see his posts
3) scroll down -> haiz, all so emo
4) EH? 6J??!!
5) Read read read
6) read halfway, WALAO I STARTED TO GET EMOTIONAL
7) then followed by parents' weird stares... -.-
What zt wrote:
(gosh it reminded me of all the slight details which i'm losing of henry park!)
I miss you all so much ):I miss Group 9 a lot.I miss calling Jon-Hann "fat cat" and watching him being gay ):I miss Vanessa and her company ):I miss Cheryl and her liveliness ):I miss Yi Ming's braces rubber bands, drama-ness and fun-ness and lame-ness ):I miss Sarah's chicken-ness and quirkiness ):I miss Kevin's rip-people-off-mentality and funny jokes. ):I miss Jett, so much, how we would be lame together ):I miss Joe, and how JOE-ker he is in class.I miss Xin Yuan's randomness ):I miss Sabrina's auntie-ness ):I miss Shermaine's friendliness ):I miss Jia Ling's easy-going-ness ):I miss our Captain Ball games,I miss how we would loiter in the canteen,I miss the 2 hours before CCA,I miss our 7th floor classroom,I MISS LAO SHI, MRS TAN, MRS YIT AND MRS SEOW.I ALSO MISS MRS ANG D:I miss how we would play lame games in the library during Recess,Come to think of it, I miss the Truth & Dare sessions ):I miss the Fun Square games,I miss our super epic basketball game that time,I MISS MRS JANET & CECILIA NG )):I miss math remedial a lot ):I miss the 20 cent ice cream,I miss my one dollar Crunch ice-cream and making fun of it,I miss being super random.I miss our post-PSLE times,I miss eating in class and getting caught (while I get away scot-free :x),I miss 6Joyfulness `08I miss Ben too ):I miss being IT Monitor )))):I really want to talk to you all again ):I really miss all of you.And the worst is, I'm stuck at where we once were, and you're all moving on.Wednesday, sept 23, 4:12pmOMG SERIOUSLY, I HAD BEEN FORGETING EVERY SINGLE PART OF HENRY PARK DAY AFTER DAY!! I can't even rmb the 20cent ice-cream!!!! :o Mann this is bad. I just completely let my emotions run when i saw about my braces rubber bands, that was like the most classic one!!! As i've taken out my braces, i've thrown away my rubber bands, will this memory be thrown away too? I don't know, it might, and i'm already doing it. I rmb how disgusted my classmates were when they saw me putting on rubber bands(why do ppl always get disgusted when i wear my braces?!). Sigh, it's all gone now i guess, literally, all gone.Haha he has clearly and yet vaguely described the times spent in henry park. Omg just a single sentence can lead me to thoughts about all the things!!! I miss mrs ang too!!!!!! <3 OMG sad.............................
You know? I realised something. It's always good to move on. It is easy to move on. You just have to force yourself. I forced myself and see? That's what i get. Forgetting my past. Stucking up to the present. I feel sick and disgusted >.< Yike.... Mann i'm apologising to my memories.
I hate moving on but we have to live with life right. Guess this is why life is hard. I'm sorry zhan tze but things change. We are all trying to adapt. But in our hearts, there's always a space just for you, for us, for 6J'08 :)
p.s. you're one dangerous person. You can actually get me to cry, get me to write so much with just a few sentences. I shall be careful next time i read your blog, in case something else happens. LOL