An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
I don't know why, but i just feel so contented and nice. It's not exactly happy because i'm not happy, but more of a, satisfied with everything and a feeling of 'lucky'. Speaking of that, i do feel that i'm lucky. I have my grades(not that good but still average), i have my friends, i have my family(although many times we do not agree), i have my flexibility(which majority doesn't), i have my looks(not very pretty but at least i'm not a pimple face, or worse, having a weirdo/nerdy look), i have my body(still need to cut down on the weights but i have all my limbs and all the parts of the body are functioning perfectly well), i have the good environments to study/live in(there's food and water available). These are the things that many desire but cannot get. Isn't life too great for me? I should give back someday yeah. But i have no idea how. Maybe when i grow up? :)
So, many things have happened in the past few days... Ok, shall start with Wednesday. Eh? I blogged about it already right?! Bleah i'm getting so forgetful. Oh yeah! One thing, THEY MADE A FREAKIN' MISTAKE IN THE GEOG PAPER!!! CALCULATION ERROR AGAIN!!! T.T WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO MY HUMANITIES PAPERS???!!! ONE MARK ALSO!!! HAIYA!!! So now i score 18/20. At first i thought i got 19 and was overjoyed cos i got the same as jolene. AND NOW SHE GETS TO LAUGH AT ME COS SHE GOT ONE MARK HIGHER!!! Ok, another thing, if i ever get to be a PIT(prefect-in-training) and get into rhythmic gym next year, i'm not so sure if i want to go cheerleading. Gym 3 days a week. Prefect, always got things to be in-charge of. Tuition 1 time a week. And if i continue with the sports club(probably not but who knows) then it's once a week. Then where got time for schoolwork? Especially when gym is so tiring, then i won't have the energy to do homework! Not even for cheerleading!!! Aiya, don't know lah...
Ok, so thursday. Yesterday... What did we do ah??? OH YEAH. WAIT, GO BACK TO WEDNESDAY!! I went out with jiaqi right, she talked a lot about jing jing. Haha. And also yesterday. And today. She was practically shouting at jing jing yesterday during the vice-principal's talk. Haha :) Guess jing jing should be taken aback although i couldn't see her face. She was behind yajiun who was behind me. And next to yajiun was jiaqi, which means jiaqi is diagonally in front of jing jing. Not good not good. Jing jing was like, talking talking talking then jiaqi got damn fed up. She was like, turning to the back and sort of shouted,"You tell others to shut up then you still talk so loud!" LOL!!! Luckily i stopped her. Or else the two of them could just go outside and fight. Haha. Although i know jing jing may win. SHE'S SO DAMN TOUGH! Walao... Ok nvm, let's not talk about her...
Yesterday we had photoshoot cos we need the photos for some flyers or whatsoever. WHOA. I mean, seriously, people actually dressed-up. Like, dress until damn nice and MAKE-UP SOME MORE EH! AND YEAH, NOT FORGETTING THOSE HEELS. Especially the upper secs. They were, i gotta admit lah, GORGEOUS! Except for Joy who kept her natural-ness. The rest looked darn grown up!!! But in a nice way yeah :) I liked shu qing's. She looked like, what, 25 or 30??? Kinda old but she has 气质 so she looks damn nice. Plus her hair was natural curled ;) Oh yeah, i LOVE Ariel's clothes! They're so colourful yet it doesn't seem bimbo-ish. It's more of the, young and alive kind XD Kaiwei's clothes were too simple and dull i guess, like, don't know lah... Zeng yu's were cute. Haha.
I suddenly realised that i like peixin's and bianche's look/feel a lot. Like, i like them as a friend, but at the same time not exactly a friend. I don't hang out with them... It's like, you feel that this person is nice and superior and, somehow she is pro. Their feeling is really, er, kind. Not those aggressive kind. Like, kaiwei's or, maybe hanis' looks are fierce. OH YEAH, FORGOT. SHU QING'S LOOK IS NICE TOO. Shu qing, bianche and peixin they have similar feelings. So i think having bianche and peixin as li lian is a good choice, shu qing could be one too! If only she had the strong voice! Oh and bianche's and peixin's voices MATCH PERFECTLY!!! So niceeeeeee!!!! I like bianche's, victoria's, peixin's and maryam's voices A LOT. They're so beautiful!!! Especially maryam's XDDDD
I think Hanis is really scary... She's, fierce. This taught me to be kind to my juniors next time. She's cold towards us... So she makes me feel inferior :s
Gotta go now, training tomorrow is like from 8.30 all the way til 6!!! And i got the speaking waitor's role! I'm performing on friday. Thursday will just be ensemble, so those who are going on thursday, it's a matter of whether you can find me or not x.x We're running through the whole show tomorrow(today did with the thursday group so tomorrow is the friday group), better get enough sleep! Night!!!!
I thank all who love and care about me. Love you too
