I nung got angry on monday, nothing much to say. I wasn't pissed or whatever, i was just shocked. Until now i still don't know why she got mad, but nvm. It doesn't really matter. Now all i wanna do is just to focus on arts fest, nothing else. It's hard.

I've been having nightmares since the day before yesterday. And each one is freakin' scary. Oh mannn, i hope this can stop. I guess it's all because of the pressure i get from arts fest. The same thing happened to nico too...

I really wanna yell at someone but i can't and i've decided not to. Sigh, holding back is a bad thing, but it won't affect other ppl, so i shall hold it back. I'll just wait for 15 november when i can scream my lungs out XDD

You know what? I'm not looking forward to 14... I'm scared. It's like, i will only sleep at 2 in the morning then what if i have a bad temper when i wake up???? Oh noooooooooo... Then what if something goes wrong???? And what will i nung's reactions be? Scream at us again? Or just go emo? Or separate herself with the group?? I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT THIS. JUST FOCUS YIMING. FOCUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINK ABOUT ARTS FEST. ABOUT MY COSTUMES. MY MAKE-UP. MY CHARACTER. MY LINES. EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!