An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
Thursday, November 5: (I'll strait away continue from there) Jiaqi also said that my life is like being planned out then my parents just have to wait for me to step on each step. Actually it sounds really scary, and kinda true. Because i'm becoming the person that my mum wants me to be. However, luckily for my case, my parents are not that unreasonable like they want me to become the president and i'm fine with what they're planning. For example, they want me to become a dentist(example only) and i'm fine(or eve like it) with being a dentist, yeah la, this kinda thing. It's only small things that i don't agree with them. Like whether or not i should go for tuition or gym or cheer or dance lessons or whatever. So i guess it's still not that bad, next time i shall think carefully.
Oh yeah, i suddenly remember this super weird thing that jing jing said on thursday(and not even once, it's twice or thrice -.-). She said that my lips are really nice. Then i was totally like, DUHHHHHHHHH!!! Haha. Actually it's quite true(i sound so vain). My fingers are the nicest part of my body. Then after that it's the lips. Then arms(cos now my arms are fat le XD). Haha :) My lips are nice leh!! Very small. In fact, my whole mouth is small, which to me, is a good thing. It kinds of make me look more, 淑女. Someone with a big mouth/jaw isn't that nice especially when she/he's asian. You know, we're well-known for being small. I don't mind ang mo's big mouths. Look at anne hathaway, her mouth is big but it's nice cos they make her look 大方! So it's just not quite right for an asian person(esp a girl) to have a big mouth, unless the other features make it look nice somehow. I'm not showing off but i really like my mouth!!! XD And it's in the right shape, normal shape. Unlike, someone. ********** yeah.
And jing jing said that rachel chan is pretty like a thousand times!!!!!! OH MY GOD PUHHH-LIZZZZZZ!!!!!!! SHE'S NOT! Okay, i'm not trying to be mean but, yeah. I mean, she's elegant and graceful(of course) but pretty, not really. Haha. YOU GOTTA ACCEPT THAT FACT JINGJING. How about i just type jj for jingjing? Eh 8 alphabets leh! So troublesome! At least mine is 6, jiaqi is 5... XD Rachel de waist isn't that, you know. I guess i like those who have more 细 de waist. Like, more curves. Haha XD Although i don't know anyone of our age that is like, pretty(my type of pretty). I guess it's too early lah, should wait til we grow fully. Then can see the shape and figure and all that. Btw, JOLENE IS DAMN CUTE XDDDDDDD
Then after that we played poker cards all the way til after school(about 1pm). I went to far east with jade and jiaqi to have lunch. Then i kinda told jiaqi what jj said. KIND OF. But i didn't tell her everything cos, i don't know. She was getting way too emotional than i expected and i didn't want her to be so worried/anxious/upset/angry. I couldn't even finish my sentences cos i'll just lose focus when seeing her, sad sad face. Anyway i shouldn't have even said a single word to her! I didn't know that she still thinks about it so much. Sigh, how stupid of me... And now i have to explain everything to her. I've decided to speak to her face to face(originally i told her that i'll post it on my blog, but.... guess not). Jade was really hilarious when she was trying to comfort jiaqi, i shall not say what she did or else you'll know what happened to jiaqi at the same time, so shuddup yiming!!!!
Oh i bought a pair of fake glasses!!! Blue! Bought it in 77th street, $12 XD YAY I LOOK PROFESSIONAL AND MATURE IN IT XDDD Oh yeah oh yeah, jiaqi was saying,"walao how come you so pretty" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YAY I'M SO AWESOME!!!! Then she added that her body is nicer cos she's slimmer, tsk whatever laah!!! But still, i have the prettier face XD Btw i just found out weiling has TWO fake glasses, haiya worse off than me yah.
Then jiaqi bought presents for inung, but we need a box, apparently she found one XDD GOOD.
OK DONE WITH THURSDAY. LEFT WITH FRIDAY AND SATURDAY. AIYA LEAVE IT TO TOMORROW LAH HOR!! NIGHT XDDD
