An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
Today was totally amazing. Just pure fantastic! :) I've just arrived home(okay, not really. Reached at 10.30pm), the excitement is still there! I can just feel it! If you want me to scream now, i can because EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS JUST AWESOME! MYSELF, MY FRIENDS, MY FAMILY(cos mum's not around then dad doesn't really care too much about me), MY COMP, MY ROOM, MY BOOKS, MY RHYTHMIC GYM BALL, MY NEWEST LADY GAGA ALBUM GIVEN BY CHERYL ETC! THERE'S NO END TO IT! XDDDDDDDDD Everything's just perfect i can cry now. A new year's starting, it's not really a sad thing but it makes me nervous, i'm older. It makes me sound like Bella, age is a really sensitive issue to me. I don't get angry with my friends when they mention about it, whether it's primary sch or secondary sch. C'mon, it's a fact. But the fact that it's a fact makes me so sad, how i wish it wasn't. How i wish i'm petite(fine, not short) and skinny. Haha, it sounds ridiculous. ANYWAY WHO CARES BECAUSE NOW IT'S THE PERFECT MOMENT I DON'T WANNA SPOIL IT WITH ALL THESE "HOW I WISH"S! XDD
I realised that guys are physical, girls on the other hand are more, um... Okay, i don't know. Girls are really complicated. Some are really physical, some just prefers to sit and talk, while some are half. I guess i'm half. Haha, you gotta admit it, i can talk to anyone without a problem. Sometimes it's just my pronounciation. Guys are definitely physical, whether to a small extend or a large extend. You can't force then to sit down and talk about what's bothering you :) If you join in, automatically you'll feel relieved and, happy because they seem so happy. I guess i just realised this point today. The guys were CRAZEEHHHHHH!!!! I think luckily zhan tze's bed is strong, or else today he'll have to sleep on the floor lah. Haha!
It's good to have friends from both genders! Everyone's still quite the same. Zhan tze's still so funny and, well, i don't know. He changed, but i don't know in what areas. He feels different now. Like he know so much and he's so matured. MY GOD IT FEELS SCARY. Jon, er, apparently he prefers if i call him Hann(weird. i know.), is still very clown-ish! VERY CUTE AND VERY FUNNY! He's like the child that never grows up. Eh but he's sweet lor, sometimes he feels older than me. Edison, still as gentleman as he can be. Very gentleman-ish, very sweet :) Oh and sometimes VERY CHILDISH!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Jett, LAME AS EVER!!!!!!! He didn't change much. Fab, ahhhhh he wasn't so emo today! A VERY GOOD THING. Vanessa, still so straightforward, haiyo! Heehee~ Cheryl, still very easy-going. Quieter than most of us(except for fab) but fun! I still like her easy-going-ness! Sarah, i don't know. She's so, natural i don't know how to describe her. She gets along well with edison(which isn't that hard but not easy too. Especially if you're bimb or ah lian), well, with everyone in fact. And me, still the same i guess? But then zt said i very bimb. RGS made me into something like that? Sigh blame the single sex thingy.
I don't know, zt and edi gave me the weirdest feeling today. I felt, unreal around them. They've changed so much yet if i really looked at them closely, they're still the same! I don't know how to describe those feelings but, it's a nice feeling lah. Knowing my friends are all maturing and staying the same. I'm gonna have another post. This is just getting too long.
