An easily hyped up girl who goes crazy over Tokio Hotel and is a diehard fan of Bill Kaulitz. She dreams of being thin one day, or perhaps having her own dance concert, which both are very impossible.
You know the song "Far Away" by Nickelback? Yeah that phrase, "Who was i to make you wait?", it keeps repeating itself in my head. I really like it. When i think about it, i can feel how smal i am in this big BIG world! Well i'm still happy with it because i am who i am, at least i'm not half or something, i make up one out of, don't know how many people XD
When i was just walking along the street the other day, i heard a mother talking to her daughter,"孩子，掉了就不要拣(pronounced as "jian", meaning to pick up if you didn't know. Haha)了。" That small child was trying to pick up the bread that she dropped on the floor. I don't know why but i remembered that. I was listening to "no boundaries" as that sentence was going through my mind just now. It's a contrast, one says to keep on trying no matter what, the other says to give up when it fails. Actually, both make sense. However, i will be the one to give up when it fails. Don't call me a loser because i know why i choose that, not because i don't want to work hard towards my goals, but because some are just not worth it. Look, if i'm meant to be a reporter yet i really want to be a dentist, then i try REALLY hard to memorise those science stuff but fails everytime. Isn't it stupid to try and try and try again and again and again blindly? Do you think you will be happy just working damn hard for your goals and fail EVERYTIME? If some things are not meant to be, just let them go. It doesn't matter. When you lose something, you will gain something at the same time.
Well my principle is, just let everything go smoothly. Why kill yourself? I'll hate it just seeing someone trying their best at something they are super noob at. Ok fine i don't mean it in such a way that we don't study at all because we think we are noob at it. Some are, so they find alternative ways. We, no, I, still believe that studying, going to JC and then to uni is my way. I am more suitable for that kind of life. I know it'll be hard if i become some, professional dancer or erm do jobs like that, so i admit it and continue to live a normal life! Just do whatever i'm best at.
I don't know why i'm even saying all this, it's my personal philosophy. I know many would disagree because they believe that every dream will come true if you work hard for it. Well, i don't know... I think my POV will prove itself true when it comes to relationships. You like him but he doesn't like you. You tell yourself not to give up, he will fall for you some day if you keep on trying. Don't you think that's really dumb? I mean, you won't feel happy. You know it. Whoa thinking of it, that kind of situation really sucks!
Haha it's just some kind of stuff that i want to put up on my blog, to keep it as part of my memories :)
Don't you just melt whenever you listen to "the man who can't be moved"? Oh mann that guy is so sweet! I swear, i'll be the luckiest girl if i have him as my bf. SO SWEET OMG!!!!! XD
Teehee~
Btw, eng pt is actually quite fun! I realised our PTs this year are all quite fun :)
