What's the point?
Tuesday, 27 July 2010 x 7:40 pm
I need another storySomething to get off my chestMy life is kinda boringNeed something that i can confessSeriously, my life is a bore now. Go to school in the morning, waste my time there listening to the sounds of human beings; go home in the evening and listen to the sounds of my phone and the tv. See the 2 extreme sides? Oh gosh. What's worse, those sounds are non-sense to me. I don't see the point of listening to them cos, well, either they are too boring or they are just useless.
It's been a long time since i last woke up, actually looking forward to something. I need something to get me hyped up. I'm feeling so fake again! I can sense it. In my speech, in my smile, in every aspect of Yiming. HOW?! C'MON I NEED SOMETHING. I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY LIFE! UGH.
Let's just hope that this feeling is purely caused by the amount of stress given by my dearest rotten soft drinks and chicken bones. Hope tomorrow is a good day.
OH CRAP THERE'S ART TOMORROW! T_T DIE.I feel like talking here for a while, cos looking at facts and data all day isn't so fun. Oh mann why am i so down nowadays? I don't even bother about anything now. I ignore my homework, i ignore my teachers (can you believe i actually fell asleep 3 times in school, all during hist lessons :/ ), i ignore the school rules, i even ignore my friends, WHAT AM I NOW? A SOULLESS, THING? Damn it i feel so down! I used to fret over my homework and write down damn a lot of notes during lessons. Now, i just sleep all the way, who cares about notes. GAHH NOT THAT I'M SPENDING MORE TIME PLAYING! I just get so tired easily. I KNOW I'M ACTUALLY COMPLAINING ABOUT SOMETHING REALLY DUMB BUT I DON'T CARE, I'M IN A BAD MOOD TODAY.
Damn i feel screwed up, once again. HAIYA!