I miss missing you
Sunday, 22 August 2010 x 7:40 pm
There was this sudden disgust i had towards your attitude. The way you think, the way you act, you think you know everything. You think you know everything but your thinking may not be everything and you don't know that you think that you're everything which obviously isn't true. I'm here to confuse y'all ;)
Anyway, i'm starting to grow out of this whole thing. I'm seeing your true colours. Maybe it's better if i step away from you and keep our distance. That way, i don't have to feel sorry for you; i don't have to feel guilty about not telling you the real truth; i won't feel bad for nodding my head in agreement when i obviously know what you're saying is bullshit.
It's time i be objective. What disgusts me, will disgust me. I don't have to love the whole house for just loving the bird inside ;)
I miss missing youIt was just a line i heard over the radio. You know that fits me perfectly well. I remember how i used to miss you SO MUCH and how i really wanted to talk to you, even if it meant that i would have to pay my phone bills with my pocket money. I used to get hyped when you say something cool, and feel depressed when you don't reply my messages. I believed you 100%. You know what, i was stupid. I didn't even have a brain for myself.
But now, i do. And i'm not missing you.