It's been such a long time since i last updated! This is bad ):

You know, i've NEVER hated school like this before. I remember the times when i was still young and alive, when the highest i could reach was my dad's belly button, when i woke up at 6.30am everyday to enjoy my 1h long breakfast, when i slept at 8pm sharp every night, when i didn't have to worry about being fat, when i didn't bother about grades, when school was everything to me, when i LOVED school. Sometimes i can't bare to look back, it almost feels like i'm about to break my neck if i allow myself to see how much i've changed. You know, the themes change, dilemma, brain vs heart and belonging are always spinning in my head. I'm really troubled by them sometimes. You may call me a nothing-to-do-so-think-about-crap-stuff person but yes, i do ponder upon all these. Where's my root? Which option should i choose? Why am i turning into a stranger? Should i follow my heart or listen to my mind?

I'm always digressing in my posts and this is a very good example. I was about to say something about school then i... Now i have no idea what i was about to say! HAIYA!

I won't mind a single bit if you get out of my life.

RS PRESENTATION IS NEXT WEEK AND EYAS ARE STARTING NEXT NEXT WEEK! I have no power to drive myself forward anymore. PLEASE DON'T BURN OUT NOW! ):

Ok imma enjoy my time after EYAs. CONCERT, DANCE, GYM, WHATEVER I CAN THINK OF WILL ONLY BE AFTER EYAS DX