There's such a thing called 'panic attack', i not just learned today, i learned it by experiencing it. Oh mann i never wanna get something like that EVER again. It felt like i have forgotten something but i can't remember what, then my body got so tensed i couldn't even stand up. I teared for no reason and everyone around me was a bit freaked out. Yeah i got freaked out too, cos it has never happened to me before. I got it again at home, my heart just beat super fast (like maybe the feeling you get before you kiss your crush? Haha i'm just imagining it) and my hands couldn't stop shaking :/ Please let me be ok, thank you.