Whoa i had an enjoyable dinner! I LOVE PORRIDGE! :DD

Anyway, apparently there's something wrong with my previous blog post, i can't change the font. Perhaps i should try wordpress or something. OK I'VE DECIDED! I'll get a new blog next year :)

Oh mann i'm listening to Kristy Are You Doing Okay again and again. It just makes me wanna cry so bad! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o14DWdZbNA0

I'm not a really religious person - i don't believe in gods, devils, ghosts or fairies(I hope this doesn't cause TinkerBell to die! :O) - though sometimes my imagination can really freak me out.

HEY! You know what, my previous statement is full of flaws! I don't believe in fairies yet i hope that TinkerBell wouldn't die because fairies die whenever someone doesn't believe in them; then i talked about my imagination. Seriously, how conflicted can i get?

Back to the topic. I actually made a wish at 11:11 yesterday AND today! I wished for the same thing and really hope it somehow works. I need some sort of support (and not just physically or emotionally), i need someone to give me the power to pull through this period of hell. I was thinking, if i keep on doing this, maybe i'll sincerely believe it as time passes by, and then i can somehow push myself further. It's just like how people buried beneath those rubble try even harder to survive when they know that someone up there is trying to help. The hope is there you know.

Okay i've got nothing much to talk about tonight, so i'll just end here :)

Oh and p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDAN! X)))